In Depression: Panic Attacks and Focusing Connie tells how she tried and failed and at last found a successful treatment for her panic attacks.
Now Nancy’s story points to two great truths–when we can accept what we have been given we can find the joy in what we did not want, and we must change what in our society creates suffering.
Nancy wrote: “Like many parents of special needs children, I experienced debilitating depression for several years.
“I tried all sorts of natural treatments, including two years of no alcohol. Ultimately, only meds helped, and as I started to deal with recovery in more positive ways, i.e. changing to a special education career, I gradually began to accept and appreciate the cards I was dealt, and no longer needed the meds.
“Our son brings Chris and me so much joy (and laughter) that today we cannot imagine a life without him.”
The practical short term truth this illustrates is that depression, like other illnesses, may require medication. The longer term truth lies in what Nancy says about the result of treatment, that she became able to accept what she was given and in that acceptance find joy.
First treatment, then recovery into joy.
Then Nancy wrote: “I now am working with a local mental health hospital, overseeing education services for their adolescent program.
“This experience has been enlightening in many ways, from first hand exposure to the trauma and suicide ideation/attempts these patients exhibit to the horrific insurance hassles parents face.
“Our special education system, though broken, is at least mandated for all. Our mental health system discriminates against people of little or moderate means.
“The only way patients who are not wealthy can participate in this program is through scholarships, which are few and far between. Insurance companies masterfully block coverage in ways that seem unbelievable, though true from my experience.
“This segment from 60 Minutes is an excellent treatise on the problems parents face.”
It had never occurred to me! How odd it is that our society provides education for every child, including those with special needs, but does not provide treatment for illness to every child.
That’s startling enough but early one morning a few years ago I was staggered by these words of fundamental truth: “If you really want to end suffering, it’s very simple. Just stop creating it.”
We can end suffering created by our society’s systems and beliefs–we can change them. We can end our own suffering by accepting what we’ve been given–which may first require treatment.